nExt in liNe

another bible study group..

(fr0m left t0 right)

marjorie, alyza, joy, divine, vincent, nadine, and marineLa

(kua jessie of course at the back)

..in this new set of kids..

i'lL d0 my best t0 lead them wherever they should be,,

xigur0 nga kaxalanan co qng bakit wLa n xia..
n khet umiyak ac0,,
i will never change the fact that,,
i let him g0..
and now,,
i'm missing him badly...

please come back,,

,,untitled,,

it seems that,, i'm wasting my time..and my life,, acting t0o childish.. being self-centered,, not minding others. asking "freedom" is just like,, asking something better for myself and nothing for others.. gets nyo ba???

there are things i must prioritize,, what's with the rush?? things can wait.. think openly,, go beyond the barrier .. my barrier.. why do i need t0 stay in this closed-space pLace???if i have my place out there...

i'm always askng for freedom.. but the truth is,, i already have it.. it's just that i can't use it wisely..and then i'm complaining that i'm stuck ,, here in this house(that i used to call "hell"),, now..i'm starting all over again,, but this time.. i have no regrets,, starting to love things that i used to hate,, starting to be true to myself.. (ang plastik ko kxe) ,, and being true made me realize that.. i don't need material things,, i don't need temporary enjoyment.. i want to enjoy this life,, the way it has to be..

..i promise...

Will I'll always be there for you
When you need someone well I'll be that one
Will I'll do all my best to protect you
When the tears get me all right
Will I'll be the one that's by your side

Will I'll be there when you call
me in the middle of the night
I will keep the rain from falling down into your eyes
(I promise) I promise
(I promise)
I promise I will

When you're sick I'll take care of you
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I'll be there to make you strong
And to lean on
When this world has turned so cold
Will I'll be the one that's there to hold

And I'll love you more everyday
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you
There for you

I promise
I promise
When you call me
I promise
I promise I will

[jebaii nak,, wLang basagan ng trip..]

a song proudly dedicated to iya,,

n.n

love you ,,

,,uNtil wHen aRe yoU pLanniNg t0 huRt me???

di co na kaia ,,
i did everything,,
but i think,,
my everything is not enough,,


"...tell me how to stop this feeling"

[..+God+..]

Have you ever been down and out and

nobody seems to be around for you to talk to...

that's God,, he wants you to talk to him.

Have you ever been just sitting there and

all of the sudden you feel like doing nice for someone you care for...

that's God,, he talks to you.

have you ever been thinking about somebody

that you haven't seen in a long time and then

next thing you know you see them or receive a phone call from them...

that's God.. there is no such thing as "coincidence."

have you ever received something woderful

that you didn't even ask for

that's God.. he knows the desire of your heart.

have you ever been in a situation and

you had no clue how it is going to get better,

but now you look back on it...

that's God... he passes us through tribulation to see a brighter day.

in all that we do,, we should give thanks to God,,

just sharing the glory of God,,

God bLess sa lahat,,

._i'm proud to be called "princess"

for my father is the king of Kings!!!

i have come t0 know what love is all about,

are you still happy, sitting beside me?
where is the laughter,, our moments together?
have i ever told you i am right here just to hold your hands?
how's your life going? you left me hanging..
lost between my thoughts, silence it kills me..
patching broken pieces of me,, what are we now?

wonder if you know how much i'm missing you,
is there any place for me? a space left inside of you,

i want you to know,
you're the reason why i'm here
or i should go and let this all disappear..
if only i could go back to where we start,
i should never let you know...
even for once ,, i have come to know what love is all about,,

Can you still hear me? Seems you don’t notice
How many times do I have to tell you?
I have appreciated and love you for who you are..

and don't even hesitate to tell me what is true...
is there any place for me, a space left inside of you??

whAt atTracted me t0 v.C.a.??

"growing up in a family with strong-faith catholic family background didn't open my mind to look for an option that can give me the better life i always wanted. it's the ability to choose a better life... that's what attracted me,,"

i was attracted,,

not by the church..

not by the workers,,

..but by the presence of God,,

i stay there because of God,,..alone,,