they were laughing
and backstabbing,,
i can't breathe
,,crying,
judging me..
going with the flow..
STOP!
you're disgracing me,,
disgracing everyone around me.
bothered.,
i can't think wisely..
wisdom?
i don't think have it now.
want some distance.
don't want to trust anyone.
ALONE - that's what i want
leave me alone!
i don't want to talk.
silence,,
it kills.
i don't want to see anyone..
don't want to give a fake smile,,
don't want to with anyone..
please don't ask me why..
because i know you know why..
i want to be
ISOLATED..
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..the copycat killer and the princess
i know what i'm capable doing of
._me_.
- ♀mitch♀
- michelle was the given name...17 years of age whose aim is t0 be appreciated... welcome to my domicile.
things i love
- >i really love to be alone
- >dancing
- >sound trip
- >road trips
- >hany
- >strawberries and cream,, mocha frappuccino
- >cream 0
- >dark chocolate
..+this is how i value you,,
..the copycat killer and the princess
..followers..
it's never too late to patch up things
-ms. sagun
..me at 16
i know what i'm capable doing of
>best bestfriend in the whole galaxy,,
..♥..
- I have done it again.
- One year in every ten
- I manage it----
- A sort of walking miracle, my skin
- Bright as a Nazi lampshade,
- My right foot
- A paperweight,
- My face a featureless, fine
- Jew linen.
- Peel off the napkin
- O my enemy.
- Do I terrify?----
- The nose, the eye pits, the full set of teeth?
- The sour breath
- Will vanish in a day.
- Soon, soon the flesh
- The grave cave ate will be
- At home on me
- And I a smiling woman.
- I am only thirty.
- And like the cat I have nine times to die.
- This is Number Three.
- What a trash
- To annihilate each decade.
- What a million filaments.
- The peanut-crunching crowd
- Shoves in to see
- Them unwrap me hand and foot----
- The big strip tease.
- Gentleman, ladies,
- These are my hands,
- My knees.
- I may be skin and bone,
- Nevertheless, I am the same, identical woman.
- The first time it happened I was ten.
- It was an accident.
- The second time I meant
- To last it out and not come back at all.
- I rocked shut
- As a seashell.
- They had to call and call
- And pick the worms off me like sticky pearls.
- Dying
- Is an art, like everything else.
- I do it exceptionally well.
- I do it so it feels like hell.
- I do it so it feels real.
- I guess you could say I've a call.
- It's easy enough to do so in a cell.
- It's easy enough to do it and stay put.
- It's the theatrical
- Comeback in broad day
- To the same place, the same face, the same brute
- Amused shout:
- "A miracle!"
- That knocks me out.
- There is a charge
- For the eyeing of my scars, there is a charge
- For the hearing of my heart----
- It really goes.
- And there is a charge, a very large charge,
- For a word or a touch
- Or a bit of blood
- Or a piece of hair on my clothes.
- So, so, Herr Doktor.
- So, Herr Enemy.
- I am your opus,
- I am your valuable,
- The pure gold baby
- That melts to a shriek.
- I turn and burn.
- Do not think I underestimate your great concern.
- Ash, ash--
- You poke and stir.
- Flesh, bone, there is nothing there----
- A cake of soap,
- A wedding ring,
- A gold filling.
- Herr God, Herr Lucifer,
- Beware
- Beware.
- Out of ash
- I rise with my red hair
- And I eat men like air.
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john 14:1
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